“Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living.”


I can't believe its June already, this year is passing by way too fast for me. Its flying by so fast its scary.
Second day of SLC today, whoa shiz super tired, still up with da fac (a portion of the fac anyway, we're done with the brainstorming and Ernest is working on the action paper but its been like largely Ernest, Grace & I, with a little of Jun Xuan and Lois.) trying to finish off our action paper.
Okay so anyway today was really intense. We had like 2 plus hours to finish writing our two actions paper per fac, and an action paper was like a proposal. So yes, like a complete full proposal in 3 hours because we sort of took more time than we were given, we didn't have our teabreak hahaha. It was really intense and amazingly we were on task all the time, so was typing away with Grace. Our sub-group that we were assigned to within our fac was cool hehe. We were assigned the problem "lack of volunteerism" so we had to work on that.
Then we had the intense budget debating session too, within the groups that were doing the same problems as us, or something, haha made alliances with this other fac and stuff and ti was really intense with this RG girl flaming everyone during the debate lulz. Oh yeah and yay we got access to the creepy cool Hwach wifi so was whatsapping jiejie before the intense debate session yay ♥ hot guys and not-so hot guys wink wink hahahaha.
So yup I'm really really tired and not exactly looking forward to tomorrow? Hmm. But I hope it'll be a good day. When I get home all I do is stone/poke at my phone/watch TV because I'm too tired and stoned to do my homework ): I did one question of math today but that question had like parts (a) (i),(ii),(iii) and (b) (i),(ii) so yes it was kind of torturous haha, I AM SUCH A FAILURE WHEN IT COMES TO HOMEWORK UGHHHHH. So annoying.
Moody evening but whatever. I just want to sleep and never wake up, what a great idea. Let's see what will happen then. I quit I quit I quit ):< Alarm @ 6.45 tomorrow, I just realised I don't need too long to get to Hwach, not too long at all. OIAJGOHAOHG SIGH. It doesn't feel like the holidays at all I'm going to try to sleep ASAP before I have some mental breakdown thinking about the amount of things I have to do and other things up and above all that.
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