Hello friends

I'm trying to make this as short and sweet as possible as I am rushing this post out before I leave for church (early, as it has just stopped raining and I want to get to church early as I am on duty for ppt today. So yes in case the bus is all ngeh) but I just feel the need to post so yup. :-) I can't not blog/stay away from my blog, and since I have finished all I have set out to do this morning/early afternoon, I am here :-)

Recently, I have been having a lot of time to myself, in my room, essentially cramming down all the information that I will need for my finals. So the bulk of my holidays have been spent in my room, either sprawled on my bed trying to memorise something, or on my desk trying to work out some impossible math question or studying/revising things. And apart from actually managing to cram all of that down in my head, there are times when I find myself looking out of the window or just staring into space thinking.

It is a nice feeling to be detached from the world for those small pockets of time before reality pulls me back to  my books. I have been thinking about things, in these small little pockets of time. How some things would have turned out so differently if I had made different choices at different points of my life, and people in general. My friends. The people I have to live with that drive me insane most of the time. Things that have been going on. And sometimes I get so happy at how things have turned out to be, in ways I have not expected but are lovely all the same. And then I get into a really good mood for the rest of the day.

And then there are times when I think of terrible things, things that should not have happened, things that are taking a twist for the worst and I can't seem to direct back to the right track. How I should let go of such things and how I don't want to. And I wonder to myself sometimes, how much I am worth to the people around me, because there are instances when this quote that I have read in a Jodi Picoult book just pops up in my head "that in a relationship, there's always one who loves more" I am sure that this does not only refer to couple relationships but relationships in general and this always puts me down.

So yes those are my thoughts the past few days summed up into 2 paragraphs, some thoughts that just cannot be put down into words, but well. I am very worried for EOYs, and I'm trying my best. (Well, I hope you realise that i do because I am coming to the point where I can't really be bothered what you think of me anymore)

And as my sister always tells me, "Its all part of God's big plan" and that is something I will always be counting on.
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Hello friends!

Hahahaha although the previous posts said no posts until the EOYs were over, I have decided to post today because today has been such a documentable day, and I have finished the things that I have set out to study ahead of time today :-) see, such a good girl. HAHAHA.


Hahahaha okay I studied quite a bit today, Chem + Plant bio! Going to get ready for bed! BIO SUPP TOMORROW MORNING and I gotta find a way to go do my Physics homework sigh.

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HAHAHAHA gotta love my babes, since we couldn't get into H&M, we took a Polaroid outside! HAHAHA. I would really love to go in once the entirely-too-thick crowd dies down though! (Which is probably after the EOYs)

Okay so this weekend! Was pretty eventful. I managed to study through the entire of Friday, and it was very productive as well so I was proud of myself :-) I'm nearly done covering all of Term 1 and Term 2's work, which just leaves what was already tested and studied for during CT3. I'm going to squeeze the revision of all three terms into the next week, and hopefully be very very well prepared for EOYs. My schedules are looking good so I hope they go as well as I planned them out to be.

Saturday! Woke up and rushed out of the house after cramming hot chocolate down my throat (not advisable HAHA) Took 985 down to the not-so-ulu bus stop along the highway and changed to 143 and took it down to Orchard! Met Nicole, Claris & Reenah early to rush out Jiayi's combined birthday present, so we were basically hoboing at the benches at B4 exercising our craft skills. HAHAHA we were freaking out and we all pretended to be late in order to keep it a secret, and so we slowly, one by one, came up with excuses and went up to meet Jiayi (':

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA JIA YI I LOVE YOU FOREVERRRRR you are such a sweetiepie + cutiepie, and I am so so so glad to have met you. have a good year ahead, and I so love being in the same class as you (': For all the weird pictures we have taken (and recently the extremely queer videos that we have made after you guys have guides and we're waiting for like, Nicole) For the ROCs2 bus rides, for all the times we just laugh and laugh about nothing, and for being my best friend, I LOVE YOU. And I had such a good day with you (':

We had Sushi Tei for lunch, and oh my goodness do I love Jap food so bad HAHAHA we bought a lot of random things and split it around the five of us, it was really fun :-) Before that, we were roaming around Taka and Nicole contemplated buying The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (too good a book to be true HAHAHAH, but she didn't buy it in the end because it was $21).

After lunch, we went over to Scape and bought Gong Cha (aka, to the RYC comm, Mr Ong's atas bubbletea HAHAHAHA) yummmm :-) My craving for bubbletea has been satisfied! We walked around the flea market! My very first flea market aaah (': HAHAHA oh gosh I should really visit them more often after EOYs, the stuff there is really cheap. Nicole had the biggest haul, whereas the rest of us just looked around as most of the shops were still setting up.

Walked over the Cine, and subsequently, 313. Claris left upon reaching 313. There was a good number of MG girls roaming around Orchard, as we found out from various tweets and encounters HAHAHA. We just walked around the place, and checked out some really really cute shops.  A d o r a b l e. Megxie came along yayyyyy! She bought her food and we proceeded to scouting back to ION. On the way back, we took that precious polaroid up there :')

Nicole and I got lost in Orchard. LOST AHAAHAHA we couldn't find our bus stop and in the end we cabbed. Cabbed down to church, got there 20 minutes late but worship just started oh gosh I love my PA friends they are amazeballs (': Cell was good, combined with Joyce's CG because there were lots of people overseas and stuff yesterday.

Bused home, ate sushi for dinner, and got down to some more work before finally conking out due to paracetamol (flu meddsss)

Today, my parents hauled my brother and I over the entire of Central Singapore. We were at Bugis for half an hour, and then we left for Raffles City, where, thank goodness, I parked my butt and Starbucks for 2 hours and got down to some work. Did A Math, surds + polynomials + log, and the Rise Of Hitler. Time well spent. Headed over to Orchard last, for about 15 minutes so my dad could pick up something, and they shipped me off to Math tuition where I spent 2 uncomfortable hours doing Trigo. I love A Math trigo, though :')

Dinner at my dad's side's ahma's, and back to my ahma's :') I did nothing tonight. My parents forgot to bring my extremely important subject files + books back so I had zero notes. (except for my hitler ones, those I carried around with me for the entire of today). They're bringing my books back to me tomorrow, so for now, I only have the below:

1. My Hitler notes
2. A Math TYS
3. Foolscap.
4. The Chrysalids.

That is all. OH GOOSSSHHHH. Tomorrow, I'm going out with my sister for lunch :') it. Tomorrow morning shall be spent on my Hitler notes, and subsequently I will finish Chapters 3 - 8 for the Chrysalids, until my parents come along at night and bring my entire collection of textbooks + files along. I have learnt an important lesson today, that I CANNOT live without my study things. I will feel empty and lost and end up online HAHAHAHAH.

28 days to EOYs. 

GOODBYE COMPUTER This shall be my last post until all my final year exams are over. Wish me all the best!!!!!
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Hahahah I found 1. Beautiful 2. Broken 3. Love.
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Hello friends :-)

It's Teachers' Day! Actually, this year, today is teachers' day eve, but I will never be used to having teachers' day on any other days besides the first of September, so happy teachers' day anyway (; Had a generally okay day in school today! Got to school in the morning and slacked off a little, and then went to look for Mrs Lau to pass her her present. We eventually found her in the canteen. Okay. HAHAHA HAPPY TEACHERS DAY MRS LAU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Had worship + devotions in the quadrangle, I loved the songs that we sang today. (': Desert Song! I'm Counting On God, Still, & How Great is our God (': Yay! After that, proceeded to class to slack a little and then changed with Tessa! HAHAHA had a Bieber shirt that Sam lent me. Sat and waited in the hall for the concert to start, talked to Grace and felt very awkward sitting along the aisles amongst the Sec 4s. Hahahah.

Oh well the concert started and as usual, as per every year, the teachers were treated like loyalty, and it was really sweet. Soon, we had to perform and our music screwed up at the first bit, it was like slow mo so we danced in slow mo, but it got okay in the end HAHAH. SLs I love you guys (': Watched the rest of the concert from the back of the hall, it was dark.

When the concert was over, went to the staff room to place presents in pigeon holes, and walked down the hill with Grace. Took 77 and then the MRT and then walked to SAPS, with Khaizuran whom I met on the bus (; it was nice, reminded me of our OM days! Talked about school and stuff hahaha.

Got back to school to see a bunch of 6-2 people, and other random ex-students. Justin brought me up to where they all were and stuff, so just hung around a bit. There was a cute P3 boy that clearly thought Miss Loh was nice. HAHAHA he was adorable. Roamed around school for a bit, and slowly a few more people came, and we collectively left for Macs for lunch (; So it was about 10 of us and it felt quite nice. (:

Then we went to the void deck to 'slack'. I don't get how lians/bengs do this on a close-to-daily basis. Got bored and left for home. Hehehe. It's funny how things change because I used to always be the last person to leave such gatherings. Today, I was the first. I don't know. Well they haven't changed since I've last met them, so maybe its just me.

Got home, changed, bathed, stoned, went for tuition half asleep HAHAHA knocked out on the bust on the way to tuition, came back, had dinner, did some History and chinese and here I am now (;

Hahaha so everyone's on about how everyday should be teachers' day, and idk I think everyone was really really sweet to their teachers today and it will be so sweet if everyone was like that everyday (; Oh yes, and Happy birthday Miss Loh. I'm so cool because I'm one of the only people who remembered, the rest just went "ORH YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY?" after I said (; Have a great one, thanks for making P6 so fun (; I still think its real cool how her birthday = Teachers day. Then they had to go round changing it this year, hahahahaha so unfortunate!

Thank you to all my teachers (who probably won't be reading this so I will tell them when I see them, hopefully HAHAHA since Teacher's day would be over by the time i did and all) for all your patience and how you taught me, because I totally wouldn't have gotten as far as I am without all (most) of you! :-) Thank you all for caring and for putting up with my nonsensically long answers that basically just go round and round and round the same point, except i phrase it differently. Yeeeeep. HAHAHA. And thank you, some of you, for being so sweet and caring. And for making lessons so so fun that I really can't fall asleep. (; Today/tomorrow is your day, so take it to rest well and enjoy yourselves, and know that all your students really appreciate what you've done for them. Happy Teachers' Day! ☺♥♡


YAYYYYY okay goodnight friends! Studying studying yeah starts tomorrow!
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