Hello friends

Today was a rather interesting day, as well as a super tiring and draining one, I don't think I've felt this tired since last year, sleeping for five hours and mugging the rest of the 19 away. Hahahha. Next week won't be too bad, seeing as we have one day off school, but the week after next I think I might crack under stress. Because next next week = Chinese O level Oral + History ICT class test + RYC prep + the actual RYC + Sec 4 farewell???

I don't know and like listing that out like that scared me haha.

I am not in the best of moods, not pissed or anything, but just tired both physically and just tired of things on a whole. Today during PE, we watched a movie in LT1. The Blind Side, and throughout the course of the first hour of the movie that we managed to watch today, I wanted to cry in half of the scenes. To think that people had such big hearts, to be able to take in a complete stranger out of concern and love, to have a complete stranger to live in your house, to accept him, to treat him like your own, and to truly care for him. I don't think anyone I know would do such a thing for me, let alone letting a complete stranger in. To know that such people exist in the world, it really makes me feel nice and warm inside, and to know that people have the heart to do such things for other people, its amazing. I can't wait until next week when they let us finish up the movie.

I am going to sleep now my eyeballs are going to fall out.
x

Hello friends!

School today was really good. :) I liked school today, hehe. Got to school this morning and had to change our seats, because our teachers disliked our seating arrangement (Up to yesterday, we were still in the three long rows that we arranged our desks into for Open house last term), and since we didn't change our seats very much, I sat all the way in the last row, next to Keren!! :)

Did PA with Cris today, thanks for accompanying me darling ♡ hehehe (: Covered up for the Sec 4s, who were stressed out over their SPA exams (I cannot and simply do not want to imagine that in a year, that will be us.) Anyway, it was a rather awkward (we were surrounded by prefects, and principals. HAHA) and long flag-raising, went back up to class!

Had History! :) Ms Koh settled United Nations with us, and then she gave out this SBQ worksheet, which oh my goodness I really do not want to do, and she had to leave for some meeting (which she was late for, but would rather stay in class with us, hahaha awwww.) We were, thus, left in class with a trainee History teacher (whose name I cannot recall) to do our SBQ! I finished the first question hehe! And wrote a first line of the second before the next lesson started!

We had Chinese! I was sitting alone at the back since Jiayi wasn't in school today and I usually sit with her during Chinese, so I was being all chill at the back, listening to laoshi talk about oral and certain newspaper articles that we should pick out and read and then she got us to each read a bit of some oral passages (hehehe I read yknow then I was so happy because I didn't know how to read 3 words properly in two sentences - which just shows how amazing my chinese is HAHAHA - but Laoshi said I read emotionally enough to get an 8 ARHARHARHAR)

But yeah during Chinese I was writing a love letter HAHA! So that was fun!

Magsim came in about 10 minutes late, and she made me go round to check that all of us owned working thermometers for temperature taking tomorrow, and then she decided that she couldn't do much in 5 minutes, so she sent us down for phototaking!

The men there promptly arranged us into one single row - from "tall to tallest" (I remember Miss Loh always said that in P6, tall to tallest hehe to make the short people like ME feel better about themselves) and this year I am in the first row again :-( But well that is due to the fact that I am class chair, and if I weren't, I would have been standing in the second row, YAYYYY :) When they called for the fun shot, and for some girls to get on the floor, Wong Megs Claris and I immediately SCRAMBLED to the floor HEHEHE (I sort of just slid my butt off the bench and landed butt-first on the floor OW HAHA.)

"Okay girls your phototaking is done you can go back to class" *LOUD COLLECTIVE GROAN FROM 3I HAHA* "Why did we walk so fast ah?" HAHAHA. Magsim started on Acids, Bases and Salts (I just realised that Acids and Bases is one chapter, and Salts is another, hehe I did not realise because it sounded like one collective chapter) But yes apparently we learnt all of this in Sec 1 or something and we're not supposed to forget such things (REALLY, Sec 1? I can't remember ANYTHING I did from Sec 1. Well, at least half of the things in Sec 1 I have forgotten, let alone the fact that we were left to the fate of Mrs-Poh-The-Chem-Teacher-With-The-Extremely-Queer-Man-Laugh in Sec 1, I really don't think I can recall much)

But yes. We sped through and she left and we were released for recess! Had recess today with Nicole + Reenah + Huilin, c: And Kristin, who joined us for a while and then left after that hehehe. It was an okay recess, and I was extremely full. I have no idea why I didn't feel like eating for recess today, and I ate, and I became so full afterwards.

We had English after that. Keren and I spend our english lessons wonderfully, the past few days we spent making name stickers for each other + Wong + Megan, and today, she taught me how to fold an origami flower. (: Ms Chuah left for phototaking for about twenty minutes, and in that twenty minutes, Keren taught me how to fold a flower, AND IT WAS VERY HARD and I kept laughing like a maniac, causing Keren to laugh like a maniac and it was all very funny hehe. After we completed our flowers (I was very happy that I finished my flower, with much effort put into it. Keren gave hers to me, so I decided to give mine to Mrs Lau, since it was pink as well.) Charmaine came and gave us the answers to the expos worksheet hehehe, and in return, Keren taught her how to fold the origami flower!

You know, folding flowers reminds me of this story about flowers that I read off someone's facebook/blog like a year ago or something. "A boy gave his girlfriend 11 flowers, 10 real ones and one artificial one, and he said to her "I will love you until the last flower dies" SO SWEET RIGHT :3 :3 :3 HAHAHA. But its quite lame la and I think I read it off a lian's blog/fb HAHAHA OKAY.

Ms Chuah returned, and I forgot what we did after she returned. I think we went through the worksheet. Nothing significant, I presume HAHA.

Bio was last period! You could not have fathomed the relief and happiness that filled 3I when Mrs Liow came into class and went "Its been a while" HEHE! Well, we started on lessons and I don't think I've seen so much LIGHT in Bio for a very very long time (one term, to be exact) It was really funny too, and I am beginning to feel my love and understanding for bio returning!

"Mrs Liow, why are there two names for amylase? Why can't they just stick to calling it amylase?"
"Well... Life is complicated."

HAHAHA OKAY and she showed us pictures of her son, omg he is so cute! Keren is adorable, she wants at least 4 kids! AWWWW :3 Yup! So ran down for SL phototaking, only to realise it has been shifted to 2.15PM! Returned to class, and was rather lost after not being in class for ten minutes, and school ended a little after that!

Liz came after school! And we waited for each other, I had SL phototaking and Liz had her house comm one! Her physics textbook is adorable, her bio textbook has a giant picture of a frog/toad on the cover (Reenah and I had a very good laugh over this) and her Chem textbook is half the thickness of ours x: HAHAHA. It was fun though, to just loiter around the school randomly. We visited the CIP place numerous times to check for Ms Kek (Liz was still listed as taking her Chinese Os), we saw Nicole at the flagpoles for about an hour, we met Mrs Lau several times, and we explained the 6 degrees of separation thing to Mrs Lau whilst chilling on the stairs (; Walked down the hill with Nic and Liz, and it has been a good day! :)

Got back, revised Acids + Bases + Alkalis, yay c: And hehe I love my bimbo sister. (': bimbo over love! HEHE (':

I have a feeling the next two weeks will be rather busy, leading up to RYC. I'm in log comm and its all getting exciting preparing for it, and its scary as well the amount of time we have to set aside extra for it. Staying back for CIP tomorrow as well, CIP on Friday + Selling funfair tickets + LMG, and Saturday, I'm not sure if I'm going for the SAPS walkathon in the morning, I just might stay at home and sleep in + study, and I think I'm going to get my new specs! :) CG gathering at Ryan's (which I will only go if minwei does hehe I have yet to ask her) and PERFORMING ARTS NIGHT! AAAHHHH look that that is the rest of my week HAHA + homework + revision goodbye life as I know it.

Okay I should go to sleep soon! c: Instead, I am watching Glee season 2 on Channel 5 hehehe!
x

Hello friends!,

School today was pretty alright!  Had a lot of lessons lined up today, my Monday timetable is so terrible and I don’t like it one bit! Plus I was so sleep deprived, that I couldn’t fall asleep during lessons!  It was quite an okay-ish day though, so I shall go into the details now like I always do haha!

So today, took a bus to school because my grandpa’s taxi broke down  I was so disappointed because I don’t like ascending up Blackmore hill early in the morning after I showered and all because I always manage to get sweaty, sucks  But yes, besides that, I walked up to class and talked with Wong until Glads, Anjali and I left for the hall to be seated! So yeah we were basically told to sit in the order in which we were gonna go up to get our badges and letters, so we arranged ourselves and watched as the rest of the school filed into the hall! Nicc, Nicole Chaang, Natasha, Tabel, Wenglin and Fabian kept laughing at their class because we sort of took up the first few rows and 3M and 3E were just standing there and stoning and not doing anything about not having seats. They seemed fine with it HAHA OKAY.

Yup Chapel started!  Was arranged between Nicc and Kimlim, they swoped Nat and my classes again, even though we changed it like twice on the lists already!  But anyway, WORSHIP  It was quite good, the song set even though I wasn’t familiar with it. I remember feeling very thirsty though. Mrs Ong shared about David (Kimlim was groaning about how she was going to talk about Moses or something HAHA). After message, we had the installation service or something,  Received SL badges + letters, hehe. Extremely angsty and nervey during the thing, but well it was nice  Had phototaking in the library after (@ the spiral staircase, oh do I miss PW so much!  The library always reminds me of PW!), and promptly rushed down to look for the lit girls!

Mrs Choo booked the conference room today! Had a nice time talking about chapter 5 of the Chrysalids and stuff, hahaha! It was so funny, because we mentioned two Chinese phrases during lit today and then Mrs Choo went after we said the second phrase “Wow so difficult, this is like a Chinese lesson!” HAHAHA OKAY. We got so engrossed and so intense talking about David and Sophie and the qianbian faced guy, Alan? Yeah! Hahah that Mrs Choo completely forgot her lesson was up, and she cut 15 minutes into English, and she said if I hadn’t told her, she wouldn’t have realised, and went on for like forever HAHAHA.

Had English after that! I didn’t even know what she was doing, I think she went through the canids summary (which she has not returned to Camel & I because she didn’t check her ‘letterbox’) HAHAHA, so yeah I wasn’t listening! On the other hand, I laughing so hard with Keren, her 601st month of being alive SHIT WE MULTIPLIED WRONGLY AHAHAHAH! And and we were making stickers (: from the excess sticker paper from the edges of the LoveMG stickers! IT WAS SO FUN I did two for Keren and Wong each  This is how we spend our English lessons, doing nonsense instead of listening to it hehehe.

Recess with Chucky + Nicole!  The rest of the stalls were finally opened, plus they had milk tea again so I was a fat and happy kid after pigging out on Chinese rice and milk tea after recess 

Checked our Os oral thingy too, after meeting Laoshi along the corridor and subsequently following her down to the staffroom to check! My group is F141!  F1 LIKE THE VROOM VROOM CAR HAHAHAHAH laoshi looked at me weird when I said that hahah! I miss Laoshi! 

Had double math after that, and it seriously just killed my attention span, I was struggling to keep up. Hahaha Mrs Lau was all “omg edlyn in progress” THE THING IS I never really got out of my progress mode! We were doing E Math for the whole of the one hour and twenty minutes, Mrs Tee just rushed like some bullet train through the triangles part of Trigo, so I never really fully understood and I was going to cry out of frustration, UGH. At least I still have my math tuition, and my tutor usually sets my mind out straight for when Mrs Tee doesn’t make sense/goes to fast, and she usually does the above. So yes, that Math lesson was so confusing, got help for my E Math homework from my beloved smart Keren! Hehe  So yeah my spirits and attention died after Math, my mind is still in a muddle of trigo!

History after that, Ms Koh came along with a trainee teacher! (No offense and anything and all, but I hope the trainee doesn’t teach, because apart from the fact that I love Ms Koh, I don’t think I want to have a trainee teach me for anything, especially since its so near to the EOYs) but yes we finished the Allied Conferences today!  Had an enjoyable five minutes of my life role-playing Germany. “Germany will be very upset, RIGHT GERMANY?” “Yeah yeah oh my goodness we are so upset lor.” HAHAHA Okay I love History  I think we’ll be moving on to Cold war soon, and I feel like slapping Stalin la he was such an annoying old man HAHA.

Went to the lab for Physics, was rather pissed with the string because I kept having to adjust the retort stand  HAHAH! Well lab was alright  But I always thought that physics SPAs are the most boring out of all three sciences, with all the graphs and tables and shit that I’m always too lazy to draw and measure so much, but we didn’t have to wear our lab coats  Hehe. I was quite sleepy and sian towards that part of the day already,  Sadness. Hehe. 

Chinese! Laoshi went through the oral procedures with us, which just totally stirred up my nerves so badly, as if I’m not so intense for Chinese Oral already  I’m really scared I get some strictass examiner that has really high standards of us MG girls and therefore will grade me down for my incoherency in Chinese and my inability to express my thoughts properly AHHHH 11th July, its such a short time away! This year is zooming by!

Stayed back for CIP, but it was cancelled  So we just ate three paus each, Chucky and I HAHAH WHAT PIGS but the paus were so niceeee  eheheheh!

Got back home and had a rather productive evening and night, completed so much homework and filing and shit for Math, am extremely proud of myself  Talked to Jie too, so it’s a really good night! Talking to Siddartha now, who is trying to convince me to got to ACSi after Os, hahaha this guy’s really sweet la :’) despite the rather ego exterior, he’s really really nice hahaha! And so sweeeeet he thinks I’m like his younger sister awwww hahaha okay! Anyway  what a nice night 

I shall go to get ready to sleep and stuff  I hope tomorrow’s a good day too!
x

this poem is for the pillow clutchers/for those looking into the imaginary eyes of the person who fills their mind with sugarplum smiles/for those who have a cannon of dreams ready and waiting to blossom/for the men and the women who want to be understood in that way that only someone who kisses you can understand you/this poem is for you.

this poem is not for the desperate/the pathetic/the lame/the loser/not for the one who hasn’t gotten laid in awhile/not for the one who says they’re “choosing not to date” for awhile/there is no such thing/this poem is for the people who cannot bring themselves to admit that they would give their right leg for any length of time with the person on their mind.

forgive me/i am not a brave woman/i do not know what lurks in the hearts of humans and i don’t really want to know/if what’s there mirrors memories i show in my face on bad days it holds kisses that are long gone/people who have disappeared/and passions that have faded into the ether of the past/nothing lasts/that is the one lesson this coward can say she is able to teach.

this poem is for all those who wish to say “i’m sorry”/i’m sorry i couldn’t love you/you deserve love/i’m sorry i couldn’t give something to you/you deserve to be given to/i’m sorry that for every person that loves somebody/another person just doesn’t want to/and sometimes we’re the lucky ones/right/we get to feel sweet truth in the night/the bodies we reach out to are miraculously there/but i know the despair that comes when they are not/i know the long nights and the doubt and the fear and that crawling back to a womb that just isn’t there/i know intensity’s address and the letdown that rents there/i’m sorry for it/it takes years off your life and it cannot be avoided.

and some times these little words are crutches for the crush that we feel/so this poem is a pathetic vehicle for me to tell you/each one of you/that i love you/in so many ways/in the same ways that stay up nights and days/dreaming up the perfect way to be there for someone/meals you would cook for them/poems you would write for them and the things you plan to say when they say no/well i love you/and you will never know how in the slight of a magician’s hand we could’ve been lovers and grandly in love/could’ve changed the whole game/written words on the horizon/changed the compromise/but you will know something else instead/bitter as bitter ever gets/more bitter than a rotten peach pit/more bitter than a child’s most terrifying nightmare at night/you will know that i don’t reflect what i see in your eyes/we will share some banal recognition/some cordial understanding but have i mentioned that i love you for being honest/have i mentioned that i love you for not lying/so many people lying all the time/i hate them/so i love you/and you will still go home alone/and that is very hard to do.

for all the humans with love for those who aren’t their lovers/i love you.

and so the poem ends because we know that it will/but before it slips away like everything else/i will attempt the only words i can think of that are a fraction as good as a kiss: when you reach out at night and find not someone/but the cold grey light of day that wakes you up like a slap/like a curse/like an insult/i love you/when you stay at home thinking of those who are long gone or those who are getting kisses from someone that is not you/i love you/for those who want what they probably need and whose bodies are starving not for food/for me and for you and for all the people who never knew or understood what you would do for them/i love you/i love you/i love you.

love poem, by mary fons

Hello, ♡

Its been a rather interesting week at school, to go back during the holidays, when - Mrs Choo pointed out this morning - the rest of the Secondary schoolers in Singapore were all tucked into their beds and slamming the snooze bar on their alarm clocks, lazily going about their day and enjoying their last week of holidays. On the other hand, we MG girls are back in school and daydreaming our heads away, our productivity level in school dropping to about 50% that of our usual, and trying desperately to get out of the holiday mood, and get focused, the Sec 3s to learn things and for our EOYs, and eventually, Os, and the Sec 4s, I suppose, their prelims and their Os? Oh well. Its been a rather good week, and I've been able to get through it, this time, without feeling the way I felt. Which is a good thing.

Basically, today, we had school and I felt really really sleepy. But got through the 5 hours in the end, specially proud of myself for surviving 2hour and 20 minutes of Math with Mrs Tee, which wasn't too exciting. Thank you my darling Keren, for keeping me awake in class with your funny questions and statements. Thank you my lovely recess crew, Chucky, Reenah, Nicole, for the wonderful recesses, and I can't wait until tomorrow. Thank you loveliest, for packing recess for me today. Thank you Wong, Kristin, and other friends for making bits and pieces of my day, and that these are the small things, the wonderful people and the small moments that I should really be grateful of every day of my life.

Went to KAP after school with lovelies, talked about things and effectively got ourselves excited for USS tomorrow. Got home and did a little experiment with my sister, of sorts, on an, we decided, extremely boring boy. I am surrounded by the people that I love so dearly, and these are the people that I constantly thank God for putting in my life, all the time. I love you guys, for helping me get through everyday and making a dry day become so exciting. I want to thank all of you for being so amazing, to my best friends for being such amazingly happy and spazzy people, for always brightening up my day and making school so much more bearable, for never failing to make me laugh, to my sister, I'm so glad I have you, that I still do, thank you because you always listen to me, thank you for being such a lovely and beautiful person, inside and out. To have such wonderful people around me, I really am blessed in every single way ♡

Today was also Ms Wee's last day with us, and the class dwindled at the bit of the greeting "... See you........ Ms Wee". Oh well, its been a really nice half a year, and apart from the desperation in my heart in hopes for getting a good SS teacher next semester, and probably, next year, as well, thank you Ms Wee for all the lessons and teaching us, and sorry for all the times when 3I pisses you off for being too noisy and not listening in class. We watched Hotel Rwanda, it was scary, really scary to see what people did to others just because of racial differences. Again in this aspect, being in Singapore, I am blessed too.

Next Monday during combined Chapel, the Sec 4 SLs will be retiring, and receiving their letters of 'retirement' (according to Ms Ho), and us Sec 3 SLs will be receiving our badges, and our letters of, well, I forgot what it was called, the opposite of retirement? I'm looking forward to that, to being an SL officially, and I'm looking forward, albeit the worry I feel at the bottom of my heart for not being able to commit, to balance my work and prioritize and things like that, to officially being an SL, to serve the school, in hopes that I will, with all the service, be making up also for the times in lower sec when I haven't appreciated MG enough, to be involved in exciting things, and to be able to learn so much more and build stronger bonds with all of my fellow SLs. It's so exciting, and I'm really truly looking forward to that :)

With this, I am going to pack my bag and await my early dinner before leaving for Math tuition. I am in a very reflective and grateful mood right now, and it feels nice.
x

What is your favorite book?
Truthfully, I like all the books I read! But I'd have to say either House Rules or, definitely, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower. Both are amazing, albeit being about two entirely different things.

What is your favorite movie?
I loved My Sisters Keeper very much. And 500 days of summer too. Actually, I love all the movies I watch, and I don't see how some of them aren't nice to others hehe.

What is your favorite song?
I change my favourite song pretty often, but right now its Set Fire To The Rain by Adele, I love (:

Who is your hero?
This is a hard question, I'm don't think I have only one hero, just a few amazing role models and one God (:

If you could be any character from literature or film, who would you be?
I'd be Jonas. HAHA. Just kidding, I don't know what happened to him in the end.
I would be... Well I'm not too sure, I'll tell you when I decide hehe.

If you could have one super power, what would it be?
I would love to fly.

If you could have three wishes, what would they be?
1. To be able to have the motivation to study really really hard and do super super well. HEH
2. To be happyyy :)
3. For everyone to love everyone, I presume. That would solve a lot of problems.

What is your favorite color?
I like pastels (:

Who is your best friend?
Well, I have a few? Liz, Reenah, Chucky, Nicole, Stace? :)

How many kids do you want to have when you grow up?
HAHA I haven't decided if I want kids just yet, but if I do, I'd have a girl and a boy/two girls :) OR SOMETHING HAHA.

What are your favorite boy & girl names?
Jacob & Sam.

What is your favorite game?
I have no idea hehe.

Who is your favorite actor?
I don't have a favourite actor, because I don't like... You know.. HAHA.

Who is your favorite actress?
I don't have a favourite one either.
I think all actresses and actors are good in their own ways. (Well, not all of them are good, but most of them I'm sure)

What was your first word?
I have no idea.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
I want to have a degree + Masters in medicine and hopefully, help cancer patients or be a kid doctor, something along those lines.
Well I have alternatives, just that that up there ^ is my preference (:

Where do you want to go to college?
I have no idea.

What are you good at?
That's a good question. I'm good at EATING hehehe, I can swim? I did alright for my 2.4, and academically, I'm good at Chem and Bio and History (sort of) That is about all. (:

What is your favorite city in the world?
Singapore's nice (:
I don't know, really.

What is your favorite food?
Jaaaaaap.

Reading or Writing?
Reading! :)

TV or Sports?
I'm going to be a lazy pig and go with TV.
I am not athletically inclined in any way.

Theatre or Cinema?
Cinema?

What is your favorite time of year?
I have no idea, I think it'd be somewhere in the beginning of the year?

What do you call your grandmother?
Ahma/Mama :)

Do you have any nicknames?
Sure. Ed. Eds. Boob. HAHA.

If you could be any animal, which would you be?
Omg I'd be a unicorn then I'd be able to live in a magical faraway land with other unicorns and be all happy and unicorny (CORNY!) together. :)

What is your favorite subject in school?
I love History. Hands down.

Who is your favorite teacher?
Mrs Lau. Duuuhhhhhhh hellooooo ~~~ HAHAHAHA.

How many friends do you have on myspace?
I do not have myspace HAHA.

How many of those people do you actually talk to?
-

What is your favorite type of music?
i have no idea, I like a various music genres (:

What is your earliest memory?
I can't remember ): HAHAHA.

Do you think there is life after death?
In heaven, with God (L)

Do you believe in miracles?
Definitely.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
;)

Do you believe that everyone has a purpose? If so, what is yours?
Definitely, God gave us each a unique purpose! (:
I have yet to find out :)

What is your favorite hobby?
Uh. Studying la HAHA.

What is the last book you read?
The Chrysalids, John Wyndham.

Did you enjoy it?
Uhmmmm HAHAHA.
To tell the truth its not bad la, just that I don't feel motivated to read a book when its given to me for academic purposes.

What is the last movie you saw?
Diary of A Wimpy Kid 2 :)

Did you enjoy it?
It was really cute, but I was really distracted and I couldn't concentrate on it.

Earrings of Bracelets?
Bracelets, seeing as I have no ear holes (:

Jeans or Skirts?
Skirtssss.

Do you collect anything?
Textbooks and notes HAHAHA nerd

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
I want a cute mixed blood ABC/American-Chinese boyfriend and I'd love to be studying medicine and doing a part time job helping kids or something :)

…In 20 years?
A doctor, with a nice little house married to said angmohchinese boyfriend and really really happy and close to God :)

…In 50 years?
Travelling the world with my loved ones and being all happy and retired.

What is your favorite restaurant?
I don't know.. Sushi Tei??? :)

What is your fondest memory?
I don't know, I treasure all my memories. So they're all my fondests.
But today we went to LT2 for SS, and I couldn't help but do one of my spastic dances and smiling so wide, I love PW & Mrs Lau & Liz.

What gives you the most joy?
Being with the people I love.

If you could visit any country, where would you go?
New York (country = America HAHA) or Japan :)

What is one of your dreams/goals?
TO BE HAPPY IN LIFE.

Have you ever failed a class?
Yup, Higher Chinese in P5, I was so devastated because I have never failed before, and my score for this particular test was 49. Gg to life.

Have you ever gotten a 100 in a class?
I used to get 100s all the time for Chinese (IMAGINE THAT) in lower primary (:

Do you have any scars? How did you get them?
Yup! Oh, I fell down while on my heelies in the Istana hehe.

Have you ever been to the hospital?
Not exactly. Well, KK hospital? :)

Have you ever stayed up all night?
ONCE!
During the last night of Camp Radical, having HTHTs with Leen :')

Do you cook anything well?
Uh. No. HAHAHAHHA.

What was the last thing you did to help someone?
Did my brother a hugeass favour by buying stationery that he needed tomorrow for him -____-

Going to bed now, USS tomorrow with BFFLs, SO EXCITED and so tired from the whole week in school!
x

Hello darlings!

Today was a pretty good day at school, just that I'm really tired now and the feeling is returning and I am telling myself that I can never get close to how I felt at that point in time. HELLO SELF SNAP OUT OF IT NOW. Love is all around for those who choose to see it. :) And I shall keep telling myself that and you can ignore this entire chunk of pyschobabble.

Got to school at about 7.30, people started slowly coming in and stuff. (: Talked to mah friends and then we split up for combined humans! Went to Lab 2.0 for lit, waited outside a bit for Mrs Choo! HAHA OKAY so lesson started, and apparently we didn't need the computers in the computer lab, Mrs Choo just thought the classrooms were too dusty OK SO.

Today we were talking about topic sentences, and Mrs Choo, being Mrs Choo, made me feel extremely loved by using my name in practically all her examples. HAHA okay so. Apparently I'm the "destructive force in class" who "stomped on two little boys". Wong does not know how she comes up with such things. I don't know either. HAHAHA. But I had a really good time laughing. (: Went through about 7 different essay questions about the Chrysalids, and I think I really need to catch up in terms of my progress in reading the book. Currently, I am at chapter 6. HAHA OKAY.

Mrs Choo: "Yes Mr Seow is different because he wears branded clothes, unlike all the other teachers who wear cheapskate clothes."
Wong: "Yeah, Magsim and her tablecloth."
HAHAHAHAHHA.

Yup but Lit today was good, learning how to write topic sentences and all. Mrs Choo told us about her "big thing" and I think we sort of pissed off the Sec 4 class that was waiting to use the lab because we sort of ended lesson 10 minutes late and they kept poking their heads in. Heh. Heheh. But yup proceeded up to class with much dread and angst and crossed my fingers before walking into class in hope that Lee wouldn't be in class for bio....

Which she wasn't! :) OH JOY my heart sang three million different melodies at the plain realisation that next week, our joyful and interesting and useful bio lessons would be returned of us with the return of Mrs Liow (HEH) and that I never have to see Mrs Lee ever again in my life (hopefully.) HAHA that came out quite mean, but that was how much I disliked not being able to keep awake/understand anything during Bio for the past term. THANK GOODNESS for the return of Mrs Liow! HAHA.

So yup, heavily utilised our free period by TALKING hehe. And and and Charmaine, Wong, Keren and I brainstormed and came up with our class shirt design, which by the way, will look extremely good. (: I am getting excited by the plain mention of it because if all goes well, its going to turn out looking really really good! I think we'll have the best looking class shirt ever, WOOOO I can't wait to finally finish up the design and send it for printing and things like that!

Recess! Queued for food and got food, thankfully. So that was good. Recess with the usual recess crew, talked about things, really excited for USS on Saturday with my best friends (:

Math after that, Mrs Tee went through the answers to some circle and unsolved questions in our TYS (I need to clear up my undone questions in my TYS so I can hand up my homework by monday and get 5 bonus points HAHA shit sorry I'm extremely grade conscious. I will probably spend my weekends doing exactly that.) So yes, and after deciding that she has answered all our questions that we need her to answer, we were given a new worksheet!

We're starting on Trigo! Hehe we have to remember the formulas, so Mrs Tee went all "TOA CAH SOH" (big footed woman in dialect or something lulz lulz lulz okay), and Keren went all "AHHH. OHHH. OooOOooooOOoOAAaAaAAAAAaaaAA." HAHAHAHHA Keren is so adorable (': Yup so I understand Trigo as of now so I'm feeling quite good about it, but I'm waiting for all the rest of the shit to come in. I was writing a love letter throughout the course of the math lesson, lengthily describing my day to Mrs Lau in that letter HAHAHHA. Was rather bored with trigo. I wonder how I'm going to survive the 2 hours and 20 minutes of Mrs Tee tomorrow. I think I'm going to write another love letter.

Had History after that, but that wasn't a problem because I absolutely love History (: We did Allied Conferences today, the Atlantic Conference that was signed on the ship that was bombed in the Straits of Malacca lol, and the other two conferences, which names I cannot remember because they both involve countries in the world HAHA we stopped at the Yalta Conference (: It was really interesting, and it was nothing, that 1 hour and 20 minutes, compared to Math just now. Copied a lot of notes, anyhow, it was pretty messy, but I can figure it out and I always get a sense of satisfaction to find notes scribbled on the margins/between paragraphs of my handouts and worksheets (: teehee.

Humans are really really really interesting but they're much harder to score compared to subjects like Math and stuff.

School ended, intially wanted to go down to KAP with Chucky and Wong to get ice cream from Macs, but Chucky had to go for her guides Sec 4 farewell meeting (btw hallohallo infocomm darlz, we haven't exactly sorted out our sec 4 farewell and if you guys don't send me proposals soon, we are royally screwed), so I went to KAP with Wong, and had Mcflurries for lunch (: I think we burned a bit of it walking to KAP and back (: Hehe.

Gathered in class, and got briefed and sorted out what we were going to do for CIP, got our log items from our ever trusty CIP rep Cristina, thanks so very much darling, you did really well in organisation + getting the stuff this time round, and we're all very proud of you! :) Had a final briefing and sorting out in the concourse by Ms Kek (omg I saw Mrs Wong with her daughter walking in the concourse, got a shock, but waved to her anyway. She recognised me! HAHAHA I don't know why I'm a tiny bit surprised she did, because I always see her around when I go back to SAPS, but its been like, 5 years?! HAHA COOLNESS ANYWAY c:)

Set off for the childcare centers in Woodlands, and I'm going to put up pictures now! (:







They are all so insanely adorable, had a really good time with them but they really drained me of my energy, was amazed to come back and realise that I still had the mental capacity to finish up my Math homework + (extremely overdue) english summary, its been a really good day and its one more day to the weekends!

Not too looking forward in school tomorrow because I am so lethargic, but I hope its a good day tomorrow too. Also, my sister is the sweetest, thanks (': Oh well, I hope to stay awake in school tomorrow, (: Jie, I have much to tell you so HAHA I will text you tomorrow (this is if you see this)

I should be sleeping soon, this post is so long! I like! DETAILS (: Hehe

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Hello friends!

School's been in session for three days now, and I'm still grappling to get into the school mood. I really need to stop slacking, because the first thing Magsim said when she came to class today was the revelation that we have 3 months to our End Of Years (which we will be taking in the hall, I presume.), and I am reminded that Ms Ho told us on Monday, that our End of years start on the 3rd of October.

Ms Koh came into class today and did a run through of what we've done so far in Semester 1, and its amazing how much we've covered, all the way from World War I to World War II, a whole of 28 years of History in various places in Europe, and its crazy how much we have left to cover.

Its insane to think that we're already halfway, or nearly halfway through 2011 because it truly doesn't seem that way. Its really crazy to think how we're (my cohort) all going to be Sec 4 soon, and how time is going by so quickly. Megan says its because we aren't living the moment, that we're always looking forward to the end of something, and I guess that's something we can really change because I really want this year to drag as long as possible.

Today was an okay day at school, at the very least. It might not have been one of the best, but I really love my seat in class. I do practically anything and the teacher doesn't really notice me, and I get to sit near my lovelies. I completely love sitting next to Keren Tan (': Her foolscap, on the back, bottom right hand corner, now says "Keren ♡ Edlyn" in skinny blocks (: I LOVE YOU TOO KEREN HEHE. And and Wong's two seats down and the wind always comes in from the windows, I wish Magsim would never want us to change our seats ):

Well, I was really tired today and the homework is all starting to pile up. Today was a rather productive afternoon though! Revised the rise of fascism in Japan, & finished my SS homework. :) And I'm really looking forward to tomorrow for the below reasons, even though I think I will have no time at all left to complete my homework, but ah:

1. Tomorrow we have an hour and twenty minutes of history, which for me, is like a slice of heaven hehe I really love History lessons, they're really interesting (:
2. We have Lit tomorrow too! We haven't had lit since before commons, which was a really long time ago! Which reminds me, I need to pack my Chrysalids into my bag!
3. We're having CIP tomorrow! Small little kids, omg I love! (': I can't wait I'm going to bring my camera and stuff, all so exciting (:

And I'm going to USS on Saturday with my best friends ♡ I'm really looking forward to that too, a whole day out with Liz, Chucky, Reenah & Nicole (: But that means I'll have to skip ignite :3 I feel bad about that, but I would really love to go to USS with my BFFLs too. I'll miss Leen though. Hehe.

Okay I should really be going soon, its 12.13AM and I think I'm simply going to die in school tomorrow if I don't sleep soon. I love my sister so much :') ♡ (totally random but, I just felt the need to say that)

x

I'm FREAKING OUT

FREAKING OUT.

I just took out my titration worksheet to take a picture of it for Camel and now I CAN'T FIND IT. I JUST CAN'T FIND IT. ITS JUST GONE. LIKE I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW AND I'M HAVING A SHITFULLON PANIC ATTACK OMG I swear I didn't even leave my seat and now its freaking gone and I looked under everywhere and in my file and all that shit ITS JUST NOT THERE

I swear I am freaking out and I'm going to die.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JUST APPEAR OUT OF NOWHERE TITRATION WORKSHEET BECAUSE MAGSIM'S GONNA KILL ME FOR NOT BRINGING BUT THE FACT IS I BLOODY DID AND ITS JUST GONE. FREAKING. AMAZABALLZINGLY GONE.

HELLO,

So yes we start school today! HAHA it was a really good day today, despite being in school from 7.30 to 8.15 (Like 7.30AM to 8.15PM wah hardcore HAHAHAH) but it was really really fun and yeaaaah (':

Got to school and hoboed around with Carina Loh, who made me come to school half an hour early ITS OKAY DARLING I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WOKE UP HALF AN HOUR EARLY FOR YOU you see sacrificial. Yup! That boob forgot her locker combination! HAHAHA so we walked around the concourse waiting for Liz while she was trying to recall her locker combination.

We gave up waiting and went back up to class because lessons were starting!!!): Had our first lesson in 3 weeks, SS! It wasn't so bad (: Did conflict in Sri Lanka, so it was all cool and stuff HAHA. Went through slides, and Ms Wee talked about stuff outside Sri Lanka, it wasn't so bad (: HAHAHAHA I named my pencil box KEREN! (: I love sitting next to Keren, she's hilarious. OH OH and the tables and chairs and the floor were all so dusty we had to clean it up AHHHH so suck ): SO DUSTY SOOOO GROSS.

Had Chem after that. Wah. Totally lost HAHAHA DIE LOR. She was talking about titration? Half the time I was like HUH and trying to get the formulas and stuff because obviously I didn't revise Chem during the hols WRONG MOVE I need to do my titration assignment tomorrow.

So yup recess was quite sucky because there were only three canteen stalls open and a WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE, spent forever waiting to queue up/queuing up for food! Tried the sandwich machine, but that had gillions of people too, and then wanted to go to the parents corner for bread but they ran out too!

"Omg Mrs Lau I'm soooo hungry there's like no food"
"Omg poor thing! Do you want a bite? You can have the rest of my biscuit! NO WAIT I CHANGED MY MIND HAHA"

I love you too Mrs Lau HAHAHAHA. Finally got a burger and shared random snacks between the five of us, Jiayi, Reenah, Stace & Nicole whilst we were sharing random stories, yay I love recesses with my bffls (: Went up for our next class!

CHINESE so yes Laoshi strolled in all chill (okay my laoshi DOES NOT STROLL LA but HAHAHA) but she was so unusually chill today. "Ni men zhi dao ni men de O shui zhun kou shi shi shi qi yue, ba jiu hao ma? Ni men hai you san ge li bai!" (In translation, aiya she said something like that la HAHAHA: Did you know your chinese O level oral is either on the 8th or 9th of July? You all have 3 more weeks!) YEAH LA HAHAHHA

We did oral stuff today. HAHA.

Had a chinese compre test in LT1. This test did not go well.
1. I left 3 questions blank, the ones where they give you the meaning of the phrase and make you find the phrase from the passage. Yeah. I did 1 out of 4 of the NAISE HAHAHAHAH.
2. I rushed through my last two questions.
3. I think my summary was shit.
4. My neck was cramping like I don't know WHAT from looking down at the piece of paper for the longest time THIS SUCKS.
5. My pencil box fell on the floor gg to life.
In conclusion, I am going to fail this test. Oh well, I went into the lecture theatre expecting NOTHING LESS so well. I guess I'm kind of used to failing chinese now la. HAHAHA.

Filled up water bombs with LISA (: Mr Khoo was looking at us weird HAHAHAHA. "So I'm sure this is how you all will get to know each other better, by throwing water bombs at each other" (THE WATER BOMB GAME WAS QUITE FUNNY I WILL ELABORATE LATER HAHAHA)! Once we were done, Lisa went for her sports psychology talk, whilst I lugged all the waterbombs up to 3I for storage, and went to grab food with Kimf (:

HAHAHA had this congregation of Sec 3 SLs chionging our SL Ship drawings whilst taking pictures/doing a lot of random shit (I absolutely love WengLin's impersonation of Yolanda's lisp. It was fantastic. FAN. TAS. TIC.)/just talking in general whilst freaking out over our drawings HEHEHE. Stupid Nat kept knee-ing my spinal cord IF I DEVELOP SPINAL PROBLEMS AFTER TODAY I WILL BLAME IT ON NATALIE TEH. Had lots of fun and laughed a whole lot (': Our games trials failed la a bit but HAHAHAH

Went to the conference room! (: Had an SL meeting, icebreakers with the Sec 4 SLs too! Played Blow Wind Blow + had this introduction session! Then Ms Ho talked to us and called some of us to answer questions, it was really really fun! Omg and super interesting HAHAHAHA. Formed a big big circle with the chairs too! (': Then we were made to think of a tagline when really all I could think about was my dire need to pee HAHAHAHA but I thought of something in the end! Sister and I use it a lot THIS TOO SHALL PASS AHHH I love (':

Went to pee + got back to the conference room so Ms Ho could settle our projects and our rundown of our duties for the year + packed our bags and went to change forrrrr SL SHIP GAMES!!!!!

1. We had to play this game where we matched the Sec 4s' names to characteristics about them!
We did quite badly la HAHAHA tikam-ed most of them, we got 10/24 right WHICH IS A START seeing as we didn't really know all of them too well! Well, they told us we would have a forfeit later, but telling us what that forfeit would be would have to wait until later.

2. SOME CAPTAIN RIGHT THING HAHAHAHHA.
Had to turn 90 degrees left/right whenever we heard the words 'left' or 'right' in that direction in a passage!

3. OUR GAME HAHAHAHHA THE BLANKET GAME
It was basically a lot of screaming and random throwing of water balloons at each other la QUITE FUN OKAY. The objective of the game was that you would have to be the first one to shout out the other person at the other side of the blanket's name after the blanket drops, and then you can throw the water bomb, but that kind of failed, we were all throwing randomly and got quite wet and Bernadette + Beverly had WATER ROCKETS which honestly looked quite sick HAHAHAHA. We all got really wet in the end because we had really great aiming HAHAHHA.

4. TUG OF WAR
In the grass patch next to the netball courts. That was pretty fail because the ropes kept snapping but cool nonetheless (:

5. LULZ WE HAD TO PROTECT OUR TREASURE
So yeah it was basically a waterbomb fight, but we had physical inhibitions (eg. 5 people on one foot, 5 people have to have their hands on the floor at all times), and our aim was to prevent our 'treasure' (MS HO HAHAHAHA) from getting wet. The Sec 4s threw flourwater/waterbombs at us. BUT IN THE END SHE GOT ALL WET and we got all floury and wet.
BUT. The game was stopped halfway!
And Ms Ho made all the Sec 4s stand in one line, and we were given permission to get a water/flour bomb each and burst it over their heads. THIS WAS GOOD FUN THIS WAS REALLY GOOD FUN HAHAHAHA Fabs and I had flour bombs hehehe (;
We all finished the bombs after that, and took a photo in the end.

DINNER WAS PIZZA (': And LAME JOKES AHAHAHHAHA.

It was really really really good fun and really good start to Semester 2! SO I should really start packing my bag and getting ready for bed now, because its sort of 12:02AM and I NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW (HAHAHAHAHA the mourners' corner of those who have to go to schoolers HAHAHAHHAA)

Meeting Lizzie at the concourse at 7.40AM (: YAY

x

HELLO.

Hahaha okay I'm supposed to be doing my Chinese homework now but its a serious big turn off. ANYWAY I shall blog quickly about today + yesterday! (More of yesterday, really.) HAHAHA this will be a quick one but before I begin anything.

SCHOOL STARTS IN LESS THAN 9 HOURS GOODBYE HOLIDAYS that weren't even holidays to begin with la so. HAHA.

Anyway yesterday we had LOUDFART! (LOUDGEN Fun And Random Things c:) (: (And it was so much fun, HAHAHA! "Are you all satisfied with your groups?" "YES!!!!" HAHAHA. My group consisted of awesome people, Kathleen + Bella + Jaslyn + (OUR ARMY BOYS!) Caleb + Jesse :') HEHE. Basically we had an amazing race all over Pulau Blakang Mati! (SENTOSA ISLAND LA HAHA)

SO YES team awesome basically danced (to THAT THING YOU DO, Leen and I failed so miserably at this one, Jaslyn and Bels were so good, and the boys were so funny HAHA), searched for Korean words in a long passage of shit that I clearly didn't understand (we were at the mercy of Jared outside Underwater World plz HAHA), WALKED from the Merlion to said underwater world (Jesse's idea HAHA), ran across a shitass shaky bridge to a four-storey high tower to do an amazingly random quiz ("When is world tourists day?") with the help of Jaslyn + Kathleen's 3G, and took/crashed a jump shot staring the head of the merlion to SECOND PLACE.

(that is the merlion, if you didn't already know. Its quite obvious LA HAHAH. Crashing the other team's jump shot!)

It was so funny because by the time the day ended, I was so tired. We ran from place to place and got stitches trying to keep up with the army boys and their extra long legs and AMAZING COMPETITIVENESS (I never knew boys could be so competitive HAHAH). It was so funny too when we ran because....

Jesse/Caleb: LET'S RUN.
*Caleb goes to each one of us girls, takes our bags off our shoulders, carries them and starts charging ahead*
We follow suit.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

It was a really great day, and (y) to Yong Quan for organising everything! AMAZABALLZZZZ. :)

Had lots of tuition today! AND I'M NOT DONE WITH MY SLSHIP DRAWING DIE DIE DIE I AM DEAD HAHAHAHHA. Procrastination because Math is only on Wednesday so I shall leave that to a later date hehe.

Thank you for teaching me a lesson I will never forget, thank you for helping me realise. Thank you for being so honest with me. I'm sorry and thank you so so much, you really do mean a lot to me. I love you (':

x

Good morning friend.

I am listening to the radio now and I like this song by Jessie J. I like Jessie J. Her songs are good. And she sings very well. Who You Are. It's meaningful. Hahaha. Okay. I'm listening to the radio and being very sleepy. I don't know why. I slept really early last night because I felt like shit I had a headache and above all that I just felt seriously shit, and I slept for at least 10 hours. I'm still sleepy.

I don't know where I'm going later. Or if I'm going anywhere. I want to go out. But I feel too crap to go anywhere. I'm sorry that didn't make sense. I really don't know where this is leading to and for all I know I may just spend the last weekday of the holidays in this room at home deciding to continue my dislike for people in general and not talking to anyone.

I really really do not know. This must be the most depressing holidays I've ever had. Even the September holidays last year I knew what I was doing (despite the fact that I spent those seven days similarly, locked in my room, but I was studying from 9(AM) to 12(MN). Yup. Sad lyfe.) I may just go back to sleep after this. This is not going good on my plan to spend the last weekday of the school holidays interestingly. I have tuition at 6.

I wonder if I should read The Perks Of Being A Wallflower for the third time. Its not like I don't have other books to read. Its nice to have someone to relate to (fictional or otherwise, and in this case, fictional). Charlie is cool :-)

I realise that all my paragraphs start with 'I' how original and selfish. haha. Okay. I haven't talked to anyone since I woke up woooooo. Interesting. Not.

This is rather aimless.
x

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I'm reading my blog archives from Sec 2 now, and they're making me smile so wide. I'm starting from June and going all the way to the end of the year. Because I liked Semester 2 more. And yeah so I think I might read every single one of them. I miss Sec 2 so much.

OH OH OH OH OHMYGOSH. Mr Lim was copying this question over on the board to re explain things to us then he went "I reproduce here!" HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. JIAYI AND I WERE LIKE LAUGHING SO HARDDD WE NEEDED TO DISGUISE OUR LAUGHTER AS SNEEZES SO IT WOULDN'T BE SO RUDE. HAHAHAHAHAH.
- June 2010

SO SO SO. Liz and I accompanied Mrs Lau to set up a ROCs3 briefing in LT2 :) THE EPIC PASSING BY OF SEC 1 CLASSES HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. ("But she got man voice leh" *slap* D:) Mmmhhhmmm, Liz = ET#1 and me = ET#2 ;) Epic discovery by Mrs Lau. AHHAHAHAHA. (Y) RIGHT. OH OH OH AND CLEAN THE LAMP HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ;) "But I guess if Edmund doesn't pick up, Reeve will" HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAH. Ohmygosh and the scary microphone thing EPIC :D Terrible loud microphone >( MMHHMMMMM. HHAHAHAHAHAHHA LT2 WAS SO EPIC LIKE 8D 8D "You dodohead!" "I'm not a dodohead ):" "Don't worry, we still love you!" HAHAHHAHAHA I (L) LIZTAN AND MRS LAU AWESOME SHIZ.
- July 2010, Shit la I miss this so bad. Inside jokes..

OH OH OH and today during Art, we went to the library but Mrs Chan was no where to be seen so since all the computers were taken up we went into the PW room :) (Without turning on lights or aircon or anything it was completely dark and the door was open *innocent face*) We = Vic, Nat, Liz, Hillary, Hsiu, Nattan, ,me :D

Sang a lot a lot a lot. I love singing songs. So fun.

"ROMEO TAKE ME SOMEWHERE WE CAN BE ALONE I'LL BE WAITING ALL THERE'S LEFT TO DO IS RUN YOU'LL BE THE PRINCE AND I'LL BE THE PRINCESS ITS A LOVE STORY BABY JUST SAY YES!"
"LACE OFF YOUR SHOES EY OH EY OH OH HERE'S HOW WE DO. RUN BABY RUN, DON'T EVER LOOK BACK, THEY'LL TEAR US APART IF YOU GIVE THEM THE CHANCE."
"THERE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE ANOTHER MOUNTAIN I'M ALWAYS GONNA WANNA MAKE IT MOVE, ALWAYS GONNA BE AN UPHILL BATTLE, SOMETIMES YOU GONNA HAVE TO LOSE, AIN'T ABOUT HOW FAST I GET THERE, AIN'T ABOUT WHAT'S WAITING ON THE OTHER SIII-III-III-IIIDEEE, ITS THE CLIMB!"
"*2I ROCS2 FAMILY NIGHT SONG :D*"
-July 2010

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH today was funny funny. Highlights:

1. "You PRESS PRESS PRESS PRESS PRESS! JUST PRESS PRESS PRESS PRESS PRESS!" *Mr Lim unglamly hunched over Stacy's table pressing the pen into the paper* *Chinese teacher knocks on door and clears throat* HAHAHHAA.
2. "Cortex" :) *pronounce it please :D*
3. "FOPFOPFOP"
4. "The wondergirls are bleeding" *points to newspaper with picture of wondergirls with red dye*
5. "Orchid lady!" / "Someone stole my orchid!"
- July 2010

Mrs Lau: Oh no! I think I shouldn't have thrown that one away
Me: Oh well, but I shredded it already ):
Mrs Lau: Yeah, ITS TOO LATE.
-pause-
Mrs Lau & I: ITS TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE, ITS TOOOO LATEEEEEE~
Hillary: Omg you two. o.o
-bursts out laughing-
- August 2010 (which just proves we've always been psychic HAHA)

Okay, There is only THIS amount of Sex Ed a person can TAKE in a day. Started on the grossest chapter in all of Science History today, Reproduction in Human Beings. Reenah and I had spasms, where we just laughed for five minutes straight. ELee was using a pointer, and she kept like, POKING at the parts and uggghhhh -shudders- I shall not describe. But it was gross, and GEOG, Mrs Chong had to go on and talk MORE about it. (Never name your child Dick. Never.)"Oh, Uncle Dick, you are so big and strong" AND OMGGGG HAHAHAHAHHAHA. -bursts, bang bang bangs table, stomp stomp stomps feet-
- August 2010

There were like the whole of 4 posts in September lulz I think I was too busy being a nerd.

We had our relay, LET'S GO 2I, LET'S GO!. Got third for inter class, but we did our best and owned ass (: (L)
- October 2010. 2I (': (LLLLLLLLL)

ANYWAY LAST FOUR DAYS LEFT WITH 2I, AS 2I. HAHAHHA, 2I, THE FITTEST SEC 2 CLASS HUH, I'M SO PROUD OF ALL YOU GUYS, NO MATTER WHAT, THANK YOU ALL FOR THE GREAT YEAR (: I'LL MISS YOU ALL SO INSANELY WANELY MUCH.
- October 2010

Then Mrs Lau returned up again after a short while! :)

And then basically tried to do letters to people whilst she made me brainstorm with her about possible dangers during her Kyushu ROCs3 trip HAHA. BEWARE FOR CHEEKOPEKS AT THE HOT SPRINGS HURHUR(PWS = Proper Walking Shoes. Applies generally.) HAHAHA. /Mrs Lau starts mumbling to herself. + the itenary seems so fun ): Started talking bout other stuff Liztan + Lizthio + Nat + Hsiu + Mrs Lau + me :D

CAMWHOREDDDDDDDDDD :) SUPER SUPER FUN! I SHALL PUT PICTURES HERE :D 'tually i'm lazy JUST GO CHECK FACEBOOK HAHAHAHHA :D

THEN THEN THEN FULL FLEDGED SPONGEBOB WAR. HAHAHAHAHAH SUPER FUNNYYYY. Mrs Lau was vividly describing this Spongebob episode she watched and it was hilarious "WHEN WE WALKED OUT OF THE HOUSE THE WIND BLEW THREW HIS LIKE, HOLES, AND IT MADE MUSIC AND THEN THE JELLYFISH LIKE THINGS LIKED THE MUSIC SO THEY WERE ATTRACTED TO HIM AND KEPT ATTACKING HIM. THEN HE DECIDED TO BUILD THIS STONE STATUE OF HIMSELF AND THEN HE HID BEHIND THE STATUE BUT THEN THE WIND BLOWING THROUGH THE HOLES DIDN'T MAKE THE RIGHT MUSIC BUT SINCE HE WAS HIDING BEHIND THE STONE STATUE HE MADE THE RIGHT MUSIC SO THE JELLYFISH ATTACKED HIM SO HE COULDN'T GO OUT OF HIS HOUSE WITHOUT BEING ATTACKED SO HE STARTED BUILDING MORE STATUES, BIGGER AND BIGGER THEN IT BECAME LIKE THIS STONE HEDGE OF SPONGEBOB THEN IT FINALLY MADE THE RIGHT MUSIC......" HAHAHAHA OMG I couldn't really remember it all but it was something like that HAHAHAH. SUPER SUPER SUPER EPIC FUNNY!

ANYWAY TALKED SOME MORE :) REALLY FUN TO TALK TO THEM LA HAHAHAHAH, + we talk super loud so ^^ HEEHEE. I LOVE THEM LOT SO F-ING MUCH. :') Talked for about 1 hour? :D
-October 2010, I cannot stop laughing at the Spongebob part HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

2INDESTRUCTIBLE 2010,
YOU GUYS ARE AN AMAZING BUNCH :'D We've been through so much as a class, and I'm starting to cry here because I remember all our little moments as a class, that you guys are what I spend the bulk of my week with. Because of all of you, I look forward to school every morning and I always would wonder what we would do during class times. Thanks for being so loud and noisy and adding colour to my life, cheering me up day by day and that I couldn't believe at the beginning of the year that we'd get this far. Each and every one of you have played an important part of my year and you guys are the reason my year has been such a great one. Each one of you are unique and amazing, and that we've been magic as a class, and we'll always continue to be 2I'10, because we're unlike any other (: Even as they split us up next year, I'll never forget everything we've been through and that you guys being my sec 2 class and making this such a happy and wonderful year. I couldn't believe yesterday was our last day together, after more that 200 days, and that the reality has finally hit me that every single one of us will never be in the same class together again. Even though its only been one year, even though we've been through conflicts, even though we're split up into cliques, I know that inside, we're always bonded as a class. And that we'll always be 2I. All the best next year, all of you, and I'm so proud of all of you, and all that we've done this year. FITTEST CLASS, how bout that! (':
I love you all so much, and I'll really miss being a class ♥
- October 2010

I miss Sec 2 so so so so so much.

High on nostalgia.
x

Hello friend.

This morning and early afternoon has been rather research-heavy. And I shall have to leave the house in about an hour for Math tuition. I hope we use the room that has wifi. Yesterday night, I tried to stay up till 3 AM to watch the Lunar Eclipse. So I started reading The Perks of being a Wallflower on the dining table, and contemplating this decision. I gave up near 1AM and decided to retreat to my bedroom, where my brother was keeping me up making all sorts of weird noises. That boy is forever keeping me awake.

Fell asleep at about 1.30 and woke up, all of a sudden at 5.55AM and sprang out of bed to charge my phone and started grabbing tissues to sneeze into. Do not ask me why. I don't know. Seriously, do not know why. Haha. And then I went back to sleep and woke up at 8.55. And for the next hour, I fell in and out of sleep. Queer.

And so I finally pulled myself out of bed after finally convincing myself that even if I fell back asleep I wouldn't not wake up. So yup I've been researching for my history from about 10.30 to 11.50, and then I went to read from 11.50 to 12.35, and from 12.40 to 1, I queued photos off flickr, and from 1 till not too long ago, I was doing my portion of research for EE. How structured, hahaha. So yes, after tuition, I have decided that I will have to finish my Chinese homework, and finish up my logarithms for A Math, and I shall be done with my holiday homework (with the exception of some circle questions and the binomial theorem bit of A Math).

Yayyyyy.

I don't want to go back to school in like four days. I really don't. Even though it'd be nice seeing everyone again, and to return to some form of routine. Believe me when I say that I don't want to do this anymore. I don't think I can go back to sleeping at 2, and waking up at 7.30 to study, but I know I have to and I know deep down its towards something i want very badly. Shit la bring on the stress kthxbai.

Shit just saw this gif on tumblr of this girl just stepping off her window ledge. Suicide. Scary. Oh well. Its quite unfortunate to know that people don't understand why you do the things you do. Hahaha this reminds me of the poem in The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (I'm making super a lot of references to this book because I'm reading it now and I like it a lot and its very lovely and quotable and ahhh. hahaha okay.)

bye
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I finished the Perks Of Being A Wallflower. I love it. Its so good.

I'm tired. I just privateblogged so I don't feel like blogging here now. These last two days I've decided I don't like people. Not everyone. Just people in general. Well. Okay.

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Hello friends!

Today's been a rather uninteresting day. Very uninteresting and unproductive. I realise I have no plans for the next two days (Because a certain Andrea Wong can't finish her holiday homework and is therefore grounded on Friday, grrr). So tomorrow I am setting out to finish all my holiday homework (I'm left with one and a half yue du fan sis, and binomial for A Math, but I'll leave binomial to a later date, heh) and finishing my History research and starting on my EE research.

I want to go out on Friday, I don't know where and with who. But. Yeah. I feel like maybe walking around or something. I don't know.

So today, went to school for games trials. It was okay, I guess. We all met in the trellis and talked for a bit, and I saw Wong who came to school to get her Chinese homework done (She doesn't have the chinese typing software at home. She said her father told her he didn't want to waste money on Chinese HAHAHAHA gg). Then Grace, Kristin and I went to KAP to get log. The rest stayed in school and tried to get skipping ropes. We bought a 180cm x 180cm tablecloth, and some balloons, and we walked back to school.

We went to the bamboo courtyard to find the rest at the playground. Grace, Kristin and I went to fill up the balloons while the rest did I don't know what. Did we mention we could use help? We tried out the game, and Jeannette, Kristin, Beverly, Nat, Grace, Berenice and I threw water balloons on ourselves. TRIED to, they couldn't burst on people, but they could burst fine on the floor. Well. That was quite funny though hahaha.

We didn't stay long after deciding what we would do after that failed games trial. They left for KAP. We were just there, Grace, Kristin and I. They were going for Lunch. Like fine I know some of you feel that you have something better to do than this, and you think our games are really straightforward? Uhm, did you see how weirdly those trials went? Okay, so we thought of changes. Also, did it ever cross some of your minds that we need help filling up the balloons. Certainly not, right? Just fan-fucking-tabulous.

Sorry. Anyway.

Kristin and I stayed and tried to order to school, but they said that they'd take one hour and fifteen minutes. Oh well. Went to look for Andrea Wong, and then went back down to the bamboo courtyard because my two lovely bozos in guides told me to go look for them. It was really awkward. Hahahaha. Gave a pink balloon to Mrs Lau (Thanks for the beibeimian heh heh heh c':) , and a purple one to Wong(on which I wrote 'BJ' and Jiayi drew a face-less BJ, the one from Barney hahahaha) and Nicole carried out her surprise, which was to give Mrs Lau a pink pig fan (its name was dodo. HURHURHUR)

Went to Macs for Lunch with Kristin :) And then came home. Ever since the only two things I have been doing is 1. Idling on the internet (Like, tumblr and flickr and facebook and twitter and stuff) 2. Reading The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (It is lovely and I love it! My second time reading it, ahhh. Its quite sick at some bits hahaha I am reminded).

Thoughtful day. I'm going back to reading now (the title of this post is where I stopped, hahaha, I decided to switch on my laptop after I finished reading part I of the book) Hungrrryyy. I hope my grandma goes to buy dinner soon. I wonder if there are nice shows on TV today. Maybe I'll blog more later. (HAHA looking at my life now, or rather, lack thereof, I'm going to! Lol)

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I've been spending a lot of time on Flickr looking through really pretty photos, and subsequently putting them up on my tumblr. I enjoy doing that, its really fun haha. I must really get some serious work done tomorrow so I will be able to go out on Friday (this is still undecided, I just want to get out of the house rather badly, I mean, last weekday of the holidays. And these holidays have not been much of a holiday either.)

"And because I don't want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can't think again. Not ever again.
"I don't know if you've ever felt like that. that you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning."
- Charlie, The Perks Of Being a Wallflower.

I love this book I really really do. I just finished Part II of the book. I already know the ending, and since I do, its a different feeling I get when I read certain parts of the book now. Its really really good. I want to finish it tomorrow. Or Friday, whichever. It makes me think a lot (despite the paragraph I just quoted on top which implies that I should do the exact OPPOSITE) about things. And it makes me realise how kids like us in Singapore are less screwed up because we don't smoke and do drugs and stuff. HAHA well.

(And get in the mood to type in proper english at all times. Books do that to me, and so I think I should read them more HAHA) I'm not done with so many books. I haven't finished Dear John (I sort of know what the entire story's about, since I read the book and all, but the ending's different as compared to that of the movie's!) and I haven't finished Salem Falls (this was from so long ago.) and I'm not done with Dear Zoe either. Nor am I done with the Virgin Suicides (Mrs Lau says I'm not supposed to read/watch this until I'm older, and I keep forgetting to return it to Liz, its been sitting on my shelf ever since haha). Yep. I haven't had time to read, which is really sad HAHA, I've just been studying and stuff, and I recently finished my reading assignment that my sister assigned to me on the first day of the holidays (yes, it took me that long hahaha). It was really nice. c:

I just blogged an entire paragraphs on my books and how I haven't read them HAHA OKAY. And because you all have probably lost interest by now HEH, I will stop here and proceed to change my blogskin and vent on my private tumblr. Yayyy.

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Hello again

I am blogging twice today HAHA this is how much of a life I have. WELLLLL I spent the rest of today doing basically nothing! c: Watched loads of TV and I cannot get over how cute the little kiddies on the TV show was c': I'm turning into a pedophile, but its okay. My sister and I already self-proclaimed JPS-es. HAHAHA had the best whatsapp with my sister just now too (':

And because I'll never get bored/am addicting to doing these things,

What’s the first thing you did this morning?
I peed. HAHA.

What’s your favorite cereal?
Omg I love cereal I eat like Kelloggs or like Blueberry Morning, cereals like that (: With raisins. Ah raisins.

Would you rather have a job that requires strength of body or mind?
Mind, because I am a nerd with no physical inclination at all.

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
Never happened.

If you were the opposite sex for a day, what would be the first thing you’d do?
(My sister is going to call me a pervert even more so for this)
Pee. HAHAHAHA.

What is the scariest thing that has ever happened in your life (that you can share)?
I don't know. Hmmm. Maybe the lightning thing that happened during OBS. So scary and I wanted to go home after that so badly. I swear something exploded over my head. We all could have died. But we didn't, by God's grace c:

Would you ever consider plastic surgery?
Nope, not really. Heh heh.

What skill do you feel is stronger: your math skills or your English skills?
Math! HAHAHA. I don't know, Edna Mode's been making me feel all angsty about my English this year. I used to be really good at it, as an academic subject, in primary school but I can get soooo incoherent at times. So Math is a safer bet (:

Do you consider yourself more of a liberal or a conservative?
Hmm, I'm not sure c:

If you could spend a day in another person’s body, living their life, who would it be and why?
I'm not sure, really.
Maybe Leighton Meester, because that'd be really cool. To be famous and all, but just for a day c:

What are you passionate about?
being a nerd. HAHAHA I DON'T KNOW.

Do you believe in abortion?
HAHA why would I have to believe in it when its already existent? But I certainly don't support it. If you don't wanna get pregnant then don't have sex! SIMPLE. HAHAHA. We just learnt it in Sex ed.
Speaking of sex ed. I still haven't finished my assignment HAHAHA.

Imagine you’re an inmate, waiting on death row; what would you request for your last meal?
From what I read (in Jodi Picoult hehe), they give you like a lot of random things like good food like cotton candy and fries and burgers and stuff.
Like feeding an animal before slaughter.

What is one trait that is mandatory in a potential partner?
Trustworthy.

Where do you see yourself ten years from now?
14 + 10 = 24.
I wanna study medicine. And have a cute and smart and nice boyfriend (preferably a mixed blood, Chinese and American, Jie and I have decided HAHA)

Have you ever let someone be your everything?
Hmmm.

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
I liked/am liking today c:

Do you have any weird inside jokes?
Tons.
Especially from PW last year. The man, clean the lamp, ancient computer, OUR ROOM hehehe (y).

Could you go the rest of your life without a cigarette?
Definitely, I don't smoke and will never smoke.

Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Nope, not really.

Do you have alcohol in your house?
Nope!

Have you ever wanted something you couldn’t have?
I guess so.

Are you a morning or night person?
Late at night, and not too early in the morning c:

Have you cried today at all?
NO c:

What is your favorite color?
I like pastels!

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?
Nope!
But after reading this I will try it one day!

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nope

Have you held hands with anyone this week?
Uhhh, not that I remember of.

Do you and your best friend look anything alike?
Hmm, nope we don't c:

It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
I have no idea who would be awake at 4 in the morning, and be in the right mind to call me.

What’s the last movie you watched?
(500) days of summerrr (;

How many first cousins do you have?
Hmmm. 1 on my mother's side and 4 on my dad's side, so 5 in total!

How many letters are in the alphabet?
Er shi liu c:

B&W photos or colored?
Coloured

Are you happy with your life?
Right now I'm fine, but it can take very little for that to turn 180 degrees around.

Last time you were called cute?
By my sister.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
In certain aspects yes, I miss being young and carefree, and you know stuff like that.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Not that I remember of c:

Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
-

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
Nope ): But people TEXT me at midnight on my birthday!

Are any of your friends virgins?
Practically all of them.
(I say practically because you never know hurhurhur)

Do you think you’ll ever get married?
YES.
HAHAHA or live in a house with 71 cats.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Definitely.

Do you know anyone who is pregnant right now?
Yupz!

Plans for tomorrow?
School @ 10 for games trial! AND LOG SHOPPING omg that'd be fun! HAHA c:
And maybe when I get back, do some work? If its not too late/I am not too lazy.

Do you still talk to any of your exes?
-

Do you prefer relationships or friends with benefits?
Relationships (I don't exactly know what the latter implies but its like a relationship that isn't serious? HAHA IDK)

Has anyone got on your nerves today?
Nope.

Has anyone told you they would never leave, and left?
Well, no. They just left.
Someone's told me they would never leave, and thank goodness they didn't.

Anything bothering you right now?
Not really?

Do you have a member of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Nope

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
Yes. Ew.

Does anyone know every little detail about you?
GOD!

What do you want right now?
Water (reaches out for waterbottle)

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?
Mrs Lau (HUG) ♡

Are you thinking about anything that’s upsetting right now?
I don't think so HAHA.

What was your last texting conversation about? With who?
My sister. About a lot of random things. And our JPS-ness.

Who was the last male you hung out with?
Uhmm. Ryan Bek at Kristel's party?
I don't hang out with males very often HAHA

What did you do today?
Went back to school and did homework! LOTS (:
Came home and slacked. HAHA.

Who is your favorite person to text?
Jie ♡

When’s the last time you talked to the person you like?
-

Do you and your best friend ever fight?
Nope

What’s one nickname your family calls you?
They don't

Myspace or Facebook?
Facebook!

Is there someone who can make you laugh no matter what?
I'm not sure O;

Recently make plans with anyone?
The SLs? Tomorrow? :D

Did you hug anyone today?
Did I just not answer a similar question
YES Mrs Lau HAHAHA.

Have you ever kissed someone you weren’t supposed to?
NOPE.

What’s your favorite brand of jeans?
I don't wear jeans ;)

Has anyone ever mistaken you for being gay/lesbian/bi?
Nope!

When do you plan to party it up next?
I don’t party.

With who?
-

What was the last compliment you received?
HAHA i have no idea.

Have you ever been around anyone who was high?
I am usually quite high and yes my friends are pretty high as well.
As in the happy high not the drug high.

When’s the last time you went swimming?
Too long ago )':

Are you satisfied with your life?
Sort of.

Who do you wish you were with right now?
I don't know

Do you hate anyone?
I guess so.

Ever kissed your best friend’s significant other?
NO.

Are you self-conscious?
Yes.

Where was your default picture taken?
Facebook - 2nd level of school?
Twitter - Chem lab!
Tumblr - I didn't take it its beauty and the beast HAHAH.

Everyone deserves a second chance, right?
Yes.

Ever kissed a brown eyed person?
Uhhhh

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I don't know.

Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
DOES NOT APPLY.

Where is the person you have feelings for?
-

Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?
-

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
-

What color are your eyes?
Dark brown!

Do you enjoy going through a carwash?
I loved them when I was younger (:

How did you get one of your scars?
I fell down while rollerblading on the road c: Ew HAHA.

Ever been called useless?
Self-proclaimed!

Do you read magazines, or just look at the pictures?
Both, I guess.

Would you rather have a smoothie or milkshake?
HAHAH I'D LIKE BOTH.

Do you know anyone named Joshua?
Mhmm, ex-classmate, church mate. heh.

OKAY :) My lack of a life HAHAH I'm going back to tumblr.
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Hello ☺

Went back to school today! Got up at 7.30 hahaha all early, got to school at about 8.20? (: Had breakfast at the trellis with Mrs Lau ♡ I love her ♡ Haha made my day, thanks so much ☺ Talked about stuff hahaha. School was nice and quiet and peaceful and uh, reception-less as usual.

"Oh my gosh!" (realises food has dropped on the trellis table) "Its past the 3 second rule!"
"Don't pick it up"

HAHA OKAY. Mrs Lau went up with me to my locker to get my zhouji and some foolscap so I could do my SEQ! "Look at 3G!" Went to look and found a big gaping hole HAHAH the entire wall of the classroom was knocked down! I am still wondering how they are gonna enlarge the classrooms! Mrs Lau said that my classroom wasn't exactly a very good place to do my homework with all the men around and all (construction workers, they were queer) HAHAHAHA and it looked like it was going to rain, so I did my homework outside the staff room!

INTENSE sat there from 9+ to 2+, so 5 hours? (: Got quite a bit done! Spent the first two hours or so finishing up my History holiday assignment! 2 SEQs about communist Russia! (I'm pretty confused about the Russia/Soviet Union thing. Wasn't it Soviet Union under Stalin, and Russia after like 1991 or something? They seem interchangeable. Its the same place and all but oh well.) Yup! Really happy when I finished that, took my time and all so my handwriting was nice, unlike the usual crap handwriting that I develop during exams when I'm rushing c: HAHA.

For the next three hours, I sat there and (attempted) reading my Chinese book and subsequently doing my yue du fan sis. I WAS FALLING ASLEEP oh my goodness I could feel that my eyes were totally going to close. I chose random passages to do because I couldn't be bothered to finish reading the entire book anymore. I wrote two and a half yue du fan sis, and I was getting increasingly incoherent HAHAHA i bet if I read what I wrote I wouldn't know what I was writing about. Oh gosh.

It was really nice and peaceful in school, if you overlook the noise from the construction going on ♡ But the noise wasn't so bad from the staffroom area, because it's sort of secluded and far away from the linkway. So it was nice. There was no service and no wifi so I could do my work really well! I like going back to school during the holidays to do work because I always get quite a bit done, in comparison to staying at home because I'm not exactly in the 'homework and study' mood now. Had really random visits from Ms Kek and Mrs Lau too hahaha ☺ Ms Kek was constantly telling me stuff about CIP (wrote a very, very long message on the 3I fb group telling them about CIP oh my hahaha information overload!) We're going to go to centres and our CIP involves K1 & K2 kiddies omg love. Heh.

Left school at about 2+? Mrs Lau told me to go home cuz I was going to fall asleep on my Chinese homework HAHAHA (I wasn't making a lot of sense anyway. Sorry, laoshi HAHA). Talked a little while I packed up, hugged goodbye and left school! Going back tomorrow for games trial and I just realised that my other Lee shirt is at my parent's house. And we're going to get wet. And all I have left are my dryfit shirts. (they are white) oh geez oh no. ):

Nehmind games trials are gonna be funnnn c: really looking forward to them! School at 10! WHEEE. HAHAHA I think Grace and I are the most hyped up people for the games trials! EH SO FUN OKAY OUR GAMES c: Mhmm real eggcited, and I'm gonna find myself a coloured shirt HAHA. Tomorrow will be fun. ☺

YAY its Tuesday = super good shows on TV tonight from 7-9PM TROLOLOLO HAHAHAH OKAY. So yay (: Its been a nice productive day. Mmmhmm c:

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Hello ♡

Its Monday! Woke up all moody and shit hahaha. Partially because I was brutally awoken by my brother who switched on the computer the moment he awoke, he is so annoying. And that after that, I couldn't fall back asleep. Phhhhhffff. And then I woke up and moped around the house. Inner PMSmoodycrapbitch compelled me to lock myself in my room and mope around even more.

Tried reading my Chinese book. FAILED. So badly. Hahaha ended up moping around even more what is wrong with me. Decided to start on my History research instead, and that went better. Looked up stuff about Munich and Concentration camps and maps and stuff, read up about random people like Stalin and got more pictures of the internet.

Decided to get off the computer. Read like 10 pages more of my Chinese book, then proceeded to revising history. Realising that I had a lot of blanks in my World War II handout 2, I went to check the Yahoo mail for the slides (they are not there HAHA shit need to get Ms Koh to upload them soon + the Japan ones). Yeah haha I didn't find them, but instead I found a cute email from Ms Koh and our History holiday assignment attached. We were not warned of this. Hahahahha. I looked at it, laughed and gasped.

And set out to do it. I spent one hour and a half on my SBQ, when we were supposed to spend the equivalent of the time I spent on my SBQ and an SEQ (that had parts a and b) ahahah okay. I haven't done the SEQ. But I was pleased with myself for finishing the SBQ anyways, (;

Nighttime stuff. Dinner. TV. And here I am. Going to school tomorrow to retrieve my zhouji (which I oh-so-retardedly left in school. When will I ever remember to bring all my things back for the holidays) and do them in school. Maybe in class. Where its nice and quiet and wifi-less and I can sit at my Friday-before-weekend-before-OBS seat and look out at Zorbing (: planning to do my SEQ too, but I'mma type it out so maybe I'll have to shift down to the trellis where I know there's a plug-place-thing (my laptop's battery life sucks HAHA)

I think I'm just going to stay at home, mostly, this week.

Have you been upset the past few days?
Hahhh.

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months?
No, and I'd like to keep it that way haha.

Are you alone right now?
I'm at home with other people, but I'm not interacting with them in anyway. So in some ways yes, and in others no.

Have you ever fallen asleep in school?
HAH.
I always fell asleep last year during Life Sciences. I fall asleep, still, during Chinese and Math. English, recently as well.

Who’s the biggest douche bag that you know?
hurhurhur.

Are you happier now than you were five months ago?
Definitely not.

How many people do you trust with everything?
I don't know.
I guess I don't trust exactly anyone with EVERYTHING, but I do trust people with most things

Name one thing you love about winter?
Its gotta be cooler during winter than it is in any given day in Singapore, yes?

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
I haven't had anyone to talk to. And I woke up feeling like crap go figure.

What’s the first thing you did when you opened your eyes today?
Closed my eyes HAHA.

Do you believe you can be friends with your ex?
Yup, I guess?

Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?
I'm sure there are, I just can't think of who now haha.

Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
I went out last Friday in the exact same clothes. SLC shirt + black shorts.
So yes.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
To a certain extent, yes.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Depends. From who?

Have you laughed today?
Nope not really.

Would you rather not eat or not sleep?
This is a hard one.
I like sleeping and if I don't eat I'll lose weight.
But I like to eat more than I like to sleep. But then I won't lose weight.
HAHAH hmm.

What do you normally drink in the morning?
Coffeeeeeee.

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Yes.

Do you like to cuddle?
Guess so.

Would you ever try being a vegetarian?
Maybe for a day a week or something. I wouldn't mind too much if its not every meal, everyday.

Do you like your bed?
Mhmmm.

Is it cute when guys/girl kiss you on your forehead?
No one's ever done that to me before so I wouldn't know HAHA but I guess it would be.

Would you prefer a small, intimate wedding proposal, or a big-scale, over-the-top proposal?
Intimate.

What’s bothering you right now?
It doesn't matter.

You kissed someone today, didn’t you?
No, hahahaha.

Who is the first person you texted this morning?
Gracey hehe.

Is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?
I'm not sure.

When was the last time you gave your number to someone?
Last Wednesday. Didn't exactly give my number to him, he took my phone and sent himself an SMS with it.
If you were wondering, that SMS read "Hi handsome ryan:D"
Phfff LOLOL.

Have you ever wanted to tell someone something, but didn’t?
All the time.

What’s something you really want right now?
I really don't know.

Are you a mean person?
I can be

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Not at all.

What’s your wallpaper on your phone?
Lockscreen?

What do you hear right now?
Radio

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
That's not a question for me to answer, is it?

Do you like anyone?
I like a lot of people.

What about dislike anyone?
Definitely.

Do you have empty bottles of alcohol anywhere?
Nope

Who was last to slap your butt?
HAHA uh no one?

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
Nope.

Relationships or one night stand ?
Relationship I guess.

Where is your biological father right now?
Florida on a business trip.
Sigh. I wanna go toooo.

Honestly, did you really love the last person you said I love you to?
Yes I do.

What do you usually do right away when you wake up?
Look at my phone to check the time.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Yesterday.

Ever sat in someone’s lap because there were no more seats in a vehicle?
When I was small.

Do you have sex everyday?
No, of course not.

Last person you talked to on the phone?
Daddy.

What’s the closest black thing to you?
My laptop.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
Being awake. Whatsapping.

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
Nope.

Is any part of your body sore?
Mmm nope.

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
Nope

Do you want a tattoo?
No way.

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
My relatives??

Next time you will kiss someone?
I don't know.

What are you planning on doing after this?
Wander around on the internet, I guess.

Ever kissed someone that smokes?
I would be lying if I said no.

Could you go a month without talking to your best friends?
Depends. Which one?

Have you ever found someone you really really really liked?
Nopeee.

Think of your last two kisses, were they with the same person?
Nopee.

Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Nope

Do you think you will kiss someone tomorrow?
Nope

Is there anything in your room that reminds you of the past memories?
Lots of things.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
Like. 12:30? Because I couldn't sleep. I was just rolling around on my bed.

Do you have a picture of yourself kissing someone?
Hahaha nope.

What were you doing at eight am this morning?
Sleeeeeping.

Have you cuddled with someone you weren’t dating?
No? I don't know.

Were you single on Valentines Day?
Yup.

How’s your hair looking?
Can't be bothered to check. Its been down the entire of today, hahaha I didn't tie it up, weird.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Nope.

When you’re bored in class, what do you usually do?
Write a love note.

How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?
Flip.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Cousin.

Where were you at noon yesterday?
I just ended chinese tuition.

Can you go a day without music?
Yes.

Is there one person you look at and automatically smile?
I don't know. Maybe.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
A little bit of both. Late into the night and not too early in the morning.

Anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
Yuppp.

Have you ever kissed underwater?
Nope.

Are you content with the way things are going?
I don't know, really.

Ever had a friend steal from you?
Nope!

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
About 8 and a half, I guess.

What color are your eyes?
Dark brown.

Do you stutter when you get nervous?
Hahaha when I'm speaking Chinese, its really obvious.

Have you ever been with someone while they were throwing up?
Sort of?

You’ve locked yourself outside and no one will be home for a few hours, you…?
Go somewhere else.

Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?
Definitely.
How old was I five years ago. 9, P4.
I miss being P4 :(

Do you stay up late texting people?
Sometimes.

How has today been for you?
Not too good I guess.

Have you been outside today?
No. Didn't walk out of the house at all.

Is there anything people don’t know about you?
Definitely.

Your best subject in school?
Uh. Chem? History?

Is there anyone out there who says they love you daily?
Everyday, no. Nearly everyday, yes. (L).

Do you have an accent?
I don't think so.

Finish this sentence: The last person I kissed is…
Non-existent.

Do you like when people play with your hair?
Yeah hahaha I sort of do.
I like it when they tie it for me.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/ girlfriend drinks?
Yes.
They musn't.

When you trip, do you get embarrassed or just play it off?
I laugh at myself, then I get really embarrassed.

Don’t tell me lies, so is the last person you kissed attractive?
-

Do you like to hold or be held?
Be held?

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
I guess.

What’s the longest you’ve ever talked on the phone?
2 hours. Heh.

Do you flirt a lot?
Nope.

Do you prefer holding hands or kissing?
Holding hands. Do that real often anyways hahaha.

Could you handle living together with the last person you texted?
Guess so.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
No.

Would you rather pierce your tongue or lip?
Neither.

Do you tend to waste a lot of money?
I guess not?

What did you last drink?
Water.

Do you like to make the first move?
I don't know.

Would you rather choose truth or dare while playing “truth or dare”?
Truth haha.

Are you imagining anyone naked right now?
Uh no.

What was the first thing you said this morning?
Fts.

Speak any other languages?
Chinese (sort of heh)

If the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted?
-

If you went to jail, who would bail you out?
I don't know. My parents would probbly have disowned me lol.

Have you ever found it hard to get over someone?
Uhhh.

Imagine you’re 40 & your spouse just died would you get re-married?
I'd be old.

Where would you like to go on a vacation holiday?
America.

Your sister tells you she’s in jail, what do you say?
My sister won't get in jail.

Did you reject or accept your last friend request?
Accept.

Could things get better?
I guess so.

Were you anyone’s first kiss?
Nope

Held hands with anyone today?
Nope

What does your hair look like right now?
Its down.

Were you single on your last birthday?
Yeah

What does your last text say?
Don't wanna tell you.

What are you doing right now?
this.

Do you want someone back in your life?
Guess I do.

What song did you hear last?
i don't know what this song playing on the radio's called.

Anyone say they wanted to be with you forever?
Nope.

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Justin.

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
Yes.

Who was the last girl you talked to?
Jie.

Are you a bad influence?
Hahaha I guess not?

What were you doing at 4am?
Sleeping?

What were you doing today at 3:30?
Reading my Chinese book.

What was the last movie you watched?
(500) Days of Summer!

Are you doing anything tomorrow?
School.

Will Friday be a good one?
I don't know.

Do you like movie nights?
Yeah.

What woke you up this morning?
My brother.

Will you be in bed within twenty minutes?
Nope.

What is the closest thing to you that’s green?
Eh. My Chinese textbook hahaha

Are you dating the person you text most?
LOL no.

What is your favorite color?
I like pastels.

What is the last voice mail you received about and who was it from?
Don't have voice mail.

Ready for winter to come?
Winter doesn't come in Singapore hahaha.

Are you friends with someone who’s older than you?
Practically all my friends are older than me. Story of my life.

Back to being a moodybitch hahahahahaha.
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