Hello friend.

This morning and early afternoon has been rather research-heavy. And I shall have to leave the house in about an hour for Math tuition. I hope we use the room that has wifi. Yesterday night, I tried to stay up till 3 AM to watch the Lunar Eclipse. So I started reading The Perks of being a Wallflower on the dining table, and contemplating this decision. I gave up near 1AM and decided to retreat to my bedroom, where my brother was keeping me up making all sorts of weird noises. That boy is forever keeping me awake.

Fell asleep at about 1.30 and woke up, all of a sudden at 5.55AM and sprang out of bed to charge my phone and started grabbing tissues to sneeze into. Do not ask me why. I don't know. Seriously, do not know why. Haha. And then I went back to sleep and woke up at 8.55. And for the next hour, I fell in and out of sleep. Queer.

And so I finally pulled myself out of bed after finally convincing myself that even if I fell back asleep I wouldn't not wake up. So yup I've been researching for my history from about 10.30 to 11.50, and then I went to read from 11.50 to 12.35, and from 12.40 to 1, I queued photos off flickr, and from 1 till not too long ago, I was doing my portion of research for EE. How structured, hahaha. So yes, after tuition, I have decided that I will have to finish my Chinese homework, and finish up my logarithms for A Math, and I shall be done with my holiday homework (with the exception of some circle questions and the binomial theorem bit of A Math).

Yayyyyy.

I don't want to go back to school in like four days. I really don't. Even though it'd be nice seeing everyone again, and to return to some form of routine. Believe me when I say that I don't want to do this anymore. I don't think I can go back to sleeping at 2, and waking up at 7.30 to study, but I know I have to and I know deep down its towards something i want very badly. Shit la bring on the stress kthxbai.

Shit just saw this gif on tumblr of this girl just stepping off her window ledge. Suicide. Scary. Oh well. Its quite unfortunate to know that people don't understand why you do the things you do. Hahaha this reminds me of the poem in The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (I'm making super a lot of references to this book because I'm reading it now and I like it a lot and its very lovely and quotable and ahhh. hahaha okay.)

bye
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I finished the Perks Of Being A Wallflower. I love it. Its so good.

I'm tired. I just privateblogged so I don't feel like blogging here now. These last two days I've decided I don't like people. Not everyone. Just people in general. Well. Okay.

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