Hello (:

"She didn’t leave. She’s still with me. I think that’s what she wanted me to know."

School was okay today. I just sort-of finished all my work. I didn't know how to do part (b) and (c) for the last question of E Math. I'm too lazy to write my conclusions for bio because its just copying the whole chunk of crap I wrote in my graphic organiser, which is quite retarded and a waste of time, if you ask me, so I'll write it tomorrow morning. I'm left with colouring the Lit comic. Well. I had Math tuition and I was annoyed with Logarithms too so :)

Hehehe after commons I have no mood AT ALL to do my homework. ;) But apparently Sec 3 doesn't work like that. They just go on and on and on.

WELLLLLLL.

Got to school this morning, rather early too. When I was walking to class, I nearly got a heart attack. *walks past side door of general office* *beep* "EDLYNNNNN!!!" *dies of shock at 6.30AM in the morning* Hahahahah. Walked with Mrs Lau c: yay! (L). Although I'm quite certain I'm going to die of a heart attack one fine day. Hahahah I love Mrs Lau (:

Went back up to class! :D Ended up doing Math homework with Andrea Ang (Ang. Heheh) and Claris (: I gave up after a few questions and started reading The Perks Of Being A Wallflower (: I love it. Liz came in later. We started walking on the corridor outside the hall just talking about... Stuff. HAHAHA (: "Hey look your best friend" *roll eyes* "Hahahhaha yeahhhh my bessst frieeeend" *hugs Liz* Hee.

Nicole came. Talked. Really pissed off after that. Visited the staff room and went to take attendance board.

Oh my goodness, who exactly was the one that told all of us that you were doing what you did? We didn't tell anyone about it because you were the one who told us. We tried to help. And at this point I feel like tearing my hair out because you just don't see that, do you. If you never really appreciated and really saw what we were trying to do for you, fine. Honestly. Because we did. We knew. But did you? You had your problems. Fine. We had our own, and you trying not to get attention seemed rather bloody attention seeking to us. Do you know why we're ignoring you. I don't think so. Well. We tried. Full stop. Goodbye.

Had assembly today! ROCs3 presentations, I could tell that all of us were really trying to pay attention because we wanted to make the right choices soooo bad (: They didn't show the Eastern Europe presentation though ): But still. I need to go exaggerate my reasons soon. Mine will be EE first. Definitely. By far. (: I think I might put Japan over Cambodia. I still can't decide );

Oh gosh. Primary school friend just posted this on fb:
forward the children dear
ever with hearts sincere
render your joy to your mater due
all that is vile reject
heaven will ever protect
students of st anthony's valiant and true ~

Made me miss SAPS ); Somehow I've been able to push that to the back of my mind for quite a long time. This just pulled it back front. I miss being spectacularly carefree. And using my phone with Sherryl during Chinese bluetoothing songs HAHAHAHA and laughing at Sidd's Barker Road jokes (honestly its really ironic how he ended up in ACSi hehehe). And talking to the guys.

Anyway.

Went down to put board with Andrea Wong. (; Strolled up for Math, being completely idiotic with her as usual, whooo, love Wong :D E Math. I don't know what we were doing. I think we were playing around with the y=mx+c equation. You see, i can't really remember. Hehehe.

Totally lost all will to blog.

I must add that I am depressed with my History grade. But apparently its considerably good among the class already, so I should be thankful for that? That numbers aren't everything? Well. Physics, thoroughly satisfied. I made an A1 (: This means that I will probably get an A1 for all my three sciences. Happy happy.

I failed Chinese. Mudder told me specifically, when I told her my line up for my commons, not to fail chinese. Well I failed. Can't do anything about it now right? I really cannot do Chinese. I freaking tried damn hard for a LANGUAGE okay. Well, fine. I give up. Tuition time.

Oh well. I'm going to do my ROCs3 thing.

Really really really need to talk to you.

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