Hello,

I have my mind made up :) I'm skipping CCA. Its wayyy to hard to resist not going, because SO MANY PEOPLE I FRIGGING LOVE ARE GOING. Actually, I haven't made up my mind quite yet. I'm just really stressed over this decision and I feel really horrible because of this. I mean, I know what I want but is it what I should actually do? /:

I really feel like crap now.

I've been acting extremely weird these days and writing letters to myself. Oh gosh. I feel like some friendless lonely loser. Haha. Oh well. Not really /: But I guess its just weird, writing letters to yourself.

I shall update later. Got a lot of stuff on my to-do list today, so I need to go you know, do them. I stupidly left my Geog notebook somewhere about in school, and I know I'm screwed over if the population pyramid thing is compulsory. Which reminds me, I need to go pack in my Phys Ed attire.

I wonder why I'm acting so screwed and pissed today. I really have no mood. I somehow hate school. I mean I don't mind it, but yet I hate it. Omg. Scuh-rood. I want my holidays, but so does everyone. I'm so sick of studying. I've been studying my ass off these past few days o.o

I should stop taking things for granted. Haha. I watched the Chinese Life Transformers show. So sad ): Haha. Okay. Positive + not take things for granted.

I should really start being positive from now on. So right. Think happy. Think positive. Oh well. Okay. I'm going to finish off something I'm doing right now and then go to sleep.

Bye :D

Love,
edlyn